1 day late. I haven’t taken a test since like wed or thur, when it was negative. But it feels like it will start any minute… I’m achy and stuff. lol. So i’m not holding my breath and not wasting anymore money on tests. If a week from now I have no period, then yeah, I will test it. but right now I’m about 99% positive I am not pregnant.

I don’t think I will be doing anything special for this upcoming cycle. I’ve had a couple great last few weeks and tons of fun that made me realize that I wouldn’t mind if I didn’t get pregnant til summer’s over. Of course, I don’t want to completely stop either though on the chance that it does take us forever to conceive. So, just lots of sex and hope it goes well. Not gonna obsess. 

Maybe that’s just end of the cycle blues talking. idk. I’m just ambivalent on the “trying really hard” thing right now. we’ll see anyways.